Hey guys! Hmmm, where to start?? Well I know it's been forever since I've posted but I promise I haven't forgotten about y'all. I've been super busy. So much excitement going on. I'm finally a registered honor student at ASU! :)) I truly canNOT wait for college to start. I got to drive there yesterday for the first time alone! It was a wonderful day!
I also have the DC trip coming up soon. 22 days until we leave!!! That will be one busyyy week! It will be loads of fun though.
The family is...well the family. When do I not fight with them? Haha My 18th birthday needs to hurry!!! I will be much better off. Happy and less stress.
I'm taking summer classes right now. One morning class and one night class. They're not too bad but I still stress like always.
The little cousin came back with me yesterday. :) she gets to stay a week with us. Fun stuff!
I really can't wait for July. My friend and I are planning to tryout for American Idol at St. Louis. The plan is for us to go in the room together and sing and play a song we've written. We'll be playing our guitars and singing along. Music is absolutely our life! :)
I'm really loving the new cd I made today. Except pretty much every song relates to love. That sounds about right. I guess it's just because I'm a girl, or maybe I really am in love. You knew I had to mention that boy sooner or later! ;) he is very busy with work here lately, which means I hardly see or talk to him. :'( I know it's not his fault, but I get really flustered. I'm surprised he hasn't dumped me for bitching him out so much here lately. What really pisses me off is him not talking to me more than he does. I'm a busy busy girl and even I find time to talk to him. Here lately I just feel like I've been chasing him instead of the other way around. He warned me it's gonna be tough being a farmer's girl. I'm willing to do whatever I must though. I really do love this boy. He's the only one I love. I pray day and night he doesn't beat my heart down. I Can be myself around him and we really connect. We've been together for a little over two months now. :) I can't wait to be his forever! Here recently we've been getting tangled often. Every Friday night I find a way to stay with him and we (so far) have had sex every time. It's breathtaking it's so amazing! Last Friday I rode the tractor with him. Yes, on there too!!! Lol but besides the fact that we did that I loved every minute of it! I can't wait to be able to ride with him more often. I'm still debating on whether I want him to read this or not. That's alot of feelings!! I guess it's good we have a strong trust bond. I miss him allll the time. I just hope he knows I'm dead serious about us and I would die for him. He may do things that upset me but nothing could break my love for him. NOTHING! :)
Well I think it's about bedtime! I'll post again, sooner this time!
Goodnight my lovesss! (:
Peace, Love, NotSoAverageGirl<3
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