He doesn't love me. Or maybe he does. Maybe he's just not in love? I don't know what the he'll is going on. I just feel like I'm living a lie all of a sudden. I'm depressed. And when I'm depressed, I don't eat. Better get ready to welcome skinny bitch back! And I don't know why the last few posts have seemed kinda like I'm talking to my babe because I know damn sure that if he can't think to text me then I know he don't have time for my blog either. Sorry if I'm just rambling. These are just random thoughts that are running out as I'm typing. I love the boy to death. I know I do. He's my one, the one. Am I his? Like for real? I need to know these things. I want him to chase after me to keep me from leaving. I want him to prove to me he wants me to stay. Is that really too much to ask for? If so I'm sorry. I guess I'll end up in life alone.
Well I can't even read the keyboard right now so I'm gonna get off this post. I'll post tomorrow perhaps.
NotSoAverageGirl
hey...
ReplyDeleteI tell you what I've been concerned?
I'm so tired.
My dad's in hospital and the depression at home is too painful to bear.
I don't know what I should do.
Pray. It's the best thing you can do. Remember that everything happens for a reason. Things will be fine, and if they're not, then you'll make them. Keep your head up. Be sure to get out of the house. I stay out alot to help my depression. And never forget to SMILE. Go look in a mirror and just look at yourself smile. It can brighten up your day tremendously! I hope that helps you! And thank you for actually reading my posts. It means alot to have fans out there! :)
ReplyDeletethank you.........
ReplyDeleteWelcome! (:
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