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Okay, so life can be a complete bitch! If anyone would know, it would be this girl! So I break up with Caleb right? Yeahhh...about that.
Let's see..
1. I didn't feel much of an attraction anymore :(
2. He was too sweet
3. He deserves better
4. I felt I couldn't give him my all
5. I'm still totally and completely in love with my ex
And last night I stayed with my ex. Had to take a chance and sneak around the family to get there but it was worth it all the way. Took one of those long showers with the boy, play fought in the dark, and ended up entangled a few times. ;) Gahh, there's no explaining how much I missed this boy!
Now, don't think life is perfect with the fairytale ending, because of course, it's not. I still have Caleb to deal with. I never intended to hurt him. I just get really frustrated when people show they're upset because of me, right in front of me. It makes me think they want me to feel bad. Fuck that shit. It pisses me off. Caleb is a sweetheart and all but I was just fed up with everything being about me. I don't like all the spotlight dear;)
Anywhooo, we fought this morning. Told him I fucked my ex twice. Mean but hey, at least I'm honest. I warned him I wasn't good for him. I guess we worked things out now though. Brudder and sister? Something like that.
I definitely had a big case of PMS--pissed at men syndrome--yesterday/today. Sorry, I couldn't help being a bitch. I hope he doesn't hate me? lol
Only four school days then it's spring breakkk!
Then, then Prommm:)
And finally...35 days left for SENIORSSS! May 20th is slowly creeping here!:DD
OH! The band made all ones last night!!! I had the best flute solo the judges heard all day!:D Sweepstakes babyyyyyyyy!
Toodles lovelies!
<3 NotSoAverageGirl