Okay, okay. Date with this 21 year old boyy--I am nervous as heck!! :/ Wish me luck guyss!
lovelove:
NotSoAverageGirl(:
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Monday, March 28, 2011
Oh my Lawd uh mussy!(:
So this new guy. 21. Likes me? Ahh! Say whaaaat?! He's veeeery sweet, cute, and knows just how to make me smile. (: Annnd his mother was my English teacher and bowling coach and we love each other so she approves! What would my father say? Umm, no clue! I guess we'll see on a later date.
And prom is Friday!! Well I had the choice between the dance or Kenny Chesney. Yeah, my knee may have messed both up. :( I have an appointment with an orthopedic surgeon Wednesday and more than likely surgery. :/ I'm soo scared of what's coming up in the next few days! I'm just ready to be better alreadyyy!! Grr.
Anywho I'll post more later dearies!
lovelove<3
NotSoAverageGirl(:
And prom is Friday!! Well I had the choice between the dance or Kenny Chesney. Yeah, my knee may have messed both up. :( I have an appointment with an orthopedic surgeon Wednesday and more than likely surgery. :/ I'm soo scared of what's coming up in the next few days! I'm just ready to be better alreadyyy!! Grr.
Anywho I'll post more later dearies!
lovelove<3
NotSoAverageGirl(:
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
At least I'm not in Japan...
Well my soccer career, you might say, went out the window Thursday night. I now have a tore or stretched ligament in my knee. I have to wear a mobilizer and I'm on crutches. I tried to take a step after it happened and one of the girls started laughing and said, "You look like a retarded kid trying to walk!" Just wonderful. I can't put any pressure on my leg otherwise the lower and upper parts of my knee push past one another causing it to wobble and I fall. It's swollen to the point that it's three or four times the size of my other knee. I can't even describe the pain I'm in. :'( And not only does my knee hurt but the muscles in my leg hurts from using them more than normal. Let's just say I will have one toned right leg when I'm healed! My arms are also killing from the crutches. :( I guess you could say my entire body aches.
Anyways....if I don't post as much as I thought over Spring Break, I'm terribly sorry. It's cause i'm on bed rest and can barely get out of bed.
I'll post again soon hopefully!
Iloveyou guyss!
<3 NotSoAverageGirl
Anyways....if I don't post as much as I thought over Spring Break, I'm terribly sorry. It's cause i'm on bed rest and can barely get out of bed.
I'll post again soon hopefully!
Iloveyou guyss!
<3 NotSoAverageGirl
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Okay, to all these people that like to give me the 'go to hell' look...FUCK you. I'm not dealing with the shit. I guess it's a good thing you were the easiest to get over. I'm tired of the jerkness.
He thinks he can delete me on Facebook and ignore my texts? Well okay. Honey, two can play this game. Pretty sure the entire family including you are blocked from my everything. I don't have you number and I'm completely done. Just so you know, english is the worst part of my day and you just made college even more desirable for me. Some 'brudder' you are asshole.
And I'm tired of my 'friends' saying they won't take sides between their friends yet when I talk to them about him they take up for his dumbass. Yeah some 'friend'.
I just love the way Caleb's treating me, especially after how I let him read this blog that was mostly ALL about him including my deepest feeling. I swear if he runs his mouth to anyone about this, I will be one unhappy lady. And running your mouth to that 'friend' of mine about me every single day? Oh hell no. You're just digging your grave hole bigger and bigger little boy. You may be bigger than me but I know you're a little chicken and I could personally whoop you with my pinky. You're headed down the wrong street buddy boy.
On the bright side...2 more days of school then it's spring break! This means blogging every day for a week!:)
Only 33 days left of high school tooooo!:D
I'm soooo ready to graduate it's not even funny.
Now to my loves who read my blog...I'm terribly sorry about all that bullshit jibberish. I just had to calm my nerves by venting. Remember I only vent to you cause I know you can take it:) I hope those noted read it and realize what they sparked in me.
But anyways before I get carried away againnn:)
I love you guys oh so much!
<3, peace, NotSoAverageGirl
He thinks he can delete me on Facebook and ignore my texts? Well okay. Honey, two can play this game. Pretty sure the entire family including you are blocked from my everything. I don't have you number and I'm completely done. Just so you know, english is the worst part of my day and you just made college even more desirable for me. Some 'brudder' you are asshole.
And I'm tired of my 'friends' saying they won't take sides between their friends yet when I talk to them about him they take up for his dumbass. Yeah some 'friend'.
I just love the way Caleb's treating me, especially after how I let him read this blog that was mostly ALL about him including my deepest feeling. I swear if he runs his mouth to anyone about this, I will be one unhappy lady. And running your mouth to that 'friend' of mine about me every single day? Oh hell no. You're just digging your grave hole bigger and bigger little boy. You may be bigger than me but I know you're a little chicken and I could personally whoop you with my pinky. You're headed down the wrong street buddy boy.
On the bright side...2 more days of school then it's spring break! This means blogging every day for a week!:)
Only 33 days left of high school tooooo!:D
I'm soooo ready to graduate it's not even funny.
Now to my loves who read my blog...I'm terribly sorry about all that bullshit jibberish. I just had to calm my nerves by venting. Remember I only vent to you cause I know you can take it:) I hope those noted read it and realize what they sparked in me.
But anyways before I get carried away againnn:)
I love you guys oh so much!
<3, peace, NotSoAverageGirl
Saturday, March 12, 2011
I wubb youu!(:
Okay, so life can be a complete bitch! If anyone would know, it would be this girl! So I break up with Caleb right? Yeahhh...about that.
Let's see..
1. I didn't feel much of an attraction anymore :(
2. He was too sweet
3. He deserves better
4. I felt I couldn't give him my all
5. I'm still totally and completely in love with my ex
And last night I stayed with my ex. Had to take a chance and sneak around the family to get there but it was worth it all the way. Took one of those long showers with the boy, play fought in the dark, and ended up entangled a few times. ;) Gahh, there's no explaining how much I missed this boy!
Now, don't think life is perfect with the fairytale ending, because of course, it's not. I still have Caleb to deal with. I never intended to hurt him. I just get really frustrated when people show they're upset because of me, right in front of me. It makes me think they want me to feel bad. Fuck that shit. It pisses me off. Caleb is a sweetheart and all but I was just fed up with everything being about me. I don't like all the spotlight dear;)
Anywhooo, we fought this morning. Told him I fucked my ex twice. Mean but hey, at least I'm honest. I warned him I wasn't good for him. I guess we worked things out now though. Brudder and sister? Something like that.
I definitely had a big case of PMS--pissed at men syndrome--yesterday/today. Sorry, I couldn't help being a bitch. I hope he doesn't hate me? lol
Only four school days then it's spring breakkk!
Then, then Prommm:)
And finally...35 days left for SENIORSSS! May 20th is slowly creeping here!:DD
OH! The band made all ones last night!!! I had the best flute solo the judges heard all day!:D Sweepstakes babyyyyyyyy!
Toodles lovelies!
<3 NotSoAverageGirl
Let's see..
1. I didn't feel much of an attraction anymore :(
2. He was too sweet
3. He deserves better
4. I felt I couldn't give him my all
5. I'm still totally and completely in love with my ex
And last night I stayed with my ex. Had to take a chance and sneak around the family to get there but it was worth it all the way. Took one of those long showers with the boy, play fought in the dark, and ended up entangled a few times. ;) Gahh, there's no explaining how much I missed this boy!
Now, don't think life is perfect with the fairytale ending, because of course, it's not. I still have Caleb to deal with. I never intended to hurt him. I just get really frustrated when people show they're upset because of me, right in front of me. It makes me think they want me to feel bad. Fuck that shit. It pisses me off. Caleb is a sweetheart and all but I was just fed up with everything being about me. I don't like all the spotlight dear;)
Anywhooo, we fought this morning. Told him I fucked my ex twice. Mean but hey, at least I'm honest. I warned him I wasn't good for him. I guess we worked things out now though. Brudder and sister? Something like that.
I definitely had a big case of PMS--pissed at men syndrome--yesterday/today. Sorry, I couldn't help being a bitch. I hope he doesn't hate me? lol
Only four school days then it's spring breakkk!
Then, then Prommm:)
And finally...35 days left for SENIORSSS! May 20th is slowly creeping here!:DD
OH! The band made all ones last night!!! I had the best flute solo the judges heard all day!:D Sweepstakes babyyyyyyyy!
Toodles lovelies!
<3 NotSoAverageGirl
Monday, March 7, 2011
Sunday, March 6, 2011
The Best Girlfriend Everrr!(:
Sooo, first soccer game? Bummer, guys won but girls lost by two. Me being goalie...pretty much my fault; although, I must say I know for sure on two of the goals I almost had them including my dive that left me bruised for a week. Ready for the next one though. We will whoop some ass!:)
Seniors: 40 days of high school left!!!!!!! Ahhhh!:DD Couldn't be much happier at this point in time! 9 days time our last spring break. :( :) Senioritis is starting to hit...HARD! I wish soo bad it was May already! Cleaning my room today refreshed me and just excited me to move to college even more! I canNOT wait much longer or I just might die. For me, college = 18 and freedommm!:)
Prom...prom, prom, prom. Or Kenny Chesney? The bestest friend wants to go to prom and go dress shopping tomorrow but concerts happen to be my thing. I'll probably end up at the boring, old prom. Oh well. Dresses make me happy. :) Funny thing is our boyfriends, Mr. Caleb and his friend, they already have dates...that aren't us! :( Guess we were just a bit behind! haha
It seems like the closer graduation gets here the more homework we get. WTF is up with that? I'm ready to be done! Don't they understand that???? Grrr!
And once again, my prince charming has given me another wonderful weekend. Just a visit to the second family's house on Friday, lunch on Saturday, visit friends at the police department, to his house for a while, then to mine, and back to his. :) haha He swears his family loves me. What I don't understand is what they find different about me than the other girls he's dated. Apparently they trust us home alone more than they did him with the others. Makes me feel awesomee!:D Anyways I love them to death! And lil Justin...I just knew he'd love me. Caleb swore he'd put me in the hospital. No sir!;) Not this girl! And shout out to Caleb considering I now let him read my shit! haha I'm too sweet, I know.
C - careful. He is very cautious with every move he makes. He doesn't want to mess a single thing up.
A - adorable. He sleeps like a baby, so cute and adorable. :)
L - lively. There is never a dull moment around this boyy!
E - encouraging. He will support me in every way with everything I do.
B - blue-eyed. He has these lovely, blue eyes that I just can't seem to get out of my head.
Gahh, he is just...perfect. For me. There's no way I could let him go or take back what I had without fighting for the chance to be with him!
And guess what. I caught you! You were just smiling!;) haha
Laterrrr guys!
LoveeLove: <3
NotSoAverageGirl(:
Seniors: 40 days of high school left!!!!!!! Ahhhh!:DD Couldn't be much happier at this point in time! 9 days time our last spring break. :( :) Senioritis is starting to hit...HARD! I wish soo bad it was May already! Cleaning my room today refreshed me and just excited me to move to college even more! I canNOT wait much longer or I just might die. For me, college = 18 and freedommm!:)
Prom...prom, prom, prom. Or Kenny Chesney? The bestest friend wants to go to prom and go dress shopping tomorrow but concerts happen to be my thing. I'll probably end up at the boring, old prom. Oh well. Dresses make me happy. :) Funny thing is our boyfriends, Mr. Caleb and his friend, they already have dates...that aren't us! :( Guess we were just a bit behind! haha
It seems like the closer graduation gets here the more homework we get. WTF is up with that? I'm ready to be done! Don't they understand that???? Grrr!
And once again, my prince charming has given me another wonderful weekend. Just a visit to the second family's house on Friday, lunch on Saturday, visit friends at the police department, to his house for a while, then to mine, and back to his. :) haha He swears his family loves me. What I don't understand is what they find different about me than the other girls he's dated. Apparently they trust us home alone more than they did him with the others. Makes me feel awesomee!:D Anyways I love them to death! And lil Justin...I just knew he'd love me. Caleb swore he'd put me in the hospital. No sir!;) Not this girl! And shout out to Caleb considering I now let him read my shit! haha I'm too sweet, I know.
C - careful. He is very cautious with every move he makes. He doesn't want to mess a single thing up.
A - adorable. He sleeps like a baby, so cute and adorable. :)
L - lively. There is never a dull moment around this boyy!
E - encouraging. He will support me in every way with everything I do.
B - blue-eyed. He has these lovely, blue eyes that I just can't seem to get out of my head.
Gahh, he is just...perfect. For me. There's no way I could let him go or take back what I had without fighting for the chance to be with him!
And guess what. I caught you! You were just smiling!;) haha
Laterrrr guys!
LoveeLove: <3
NotSoAverageGirl(:
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